Day Five: Dreams

Dreams,

It seems a strange thing to personify and then write a letter to a concept as obscure as my dreams. Is this to mean my actual dreams, which would occur during the normal sleep schedule? Is this to mean dreams in the abstract, as in a manifestation of my personal desires for myself and/or my future? I guess I could address both...in some sort of way or another.

As to what I want for my life, I would simply say that I want to be happy. I realize that this may be a bit of a cop-out of an answer--I mean, who doesn't want to be happy? You never hear people note how much they'd just love to be utterly miserable. I just don't really know what happy means for myself. I'd like a job that can make me feel like I'm a part of something. I want financial security. I want meaningful friendships. I want a meaningful relationship with someone. Apart from that, I'm not sure. It doesn't really matter where I'm living or what I'm doing. I mean, I could even see myself being alone and being happy. Happiness is really all that I want.

As to my actual dreams, often they revolve around the stresses of my life. I dream about being rejected by the people that I really want. I dream about being pursued by people that I'm uninterested in. I dream about unplanned pregnancies. I dream about not having enough money. I dream about sex. I dream about trusting all the wrong people.

In fact, if I had one request, it would be that all my dreams be sex dreams. I'm a much much bigger fan of THOSE dreams than I am of the stress/reality dreams. In fact, I usually wake up pretty pleased with those results--just sayin'!

I'm not really sure what else to write to my dreams here. Stop disturbing my awesome blank sleeping states? I enjoy it when you're sexy? Keep on keepin' on? Don't stop believin'?