Things have been busy lately, but I thought I'd sneak in a quick update before I get started with working here. I'm in the middle of eating left-over veggies from last night (peas and carrots--like the peas, hate the carrots), so I have a little bit of time to stall.
While I did actually sleep last night, I kept having strange dreams. I had a dream that I was pregnant, but that I didn't find out until I was like five months along--which, clearly, is past the point of no return on some decisions. I think it's lack of options that panics me about it. I've always said that I'd never choose an abortion for myself despite the feeling that all women ought to be able to choose it if they want, but not being able to choose it if I needed to makes me uneasy. I also dreamed about fighting with AW. Then, I dreamed about fighting with my husband. My subconscious was in the middle of a mad struggle last night!
If I'm not stressing about money, jobs, grades, and whatever else, I have to start stressing about what my brain is trying to tell me deep down?! What's this crap, body? What?! On the upside, I got some decent sleep for once, so that's nice.
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