Jessica,
I feel like you really understand my situation because you're in a similar one yourself. I really wish that I lived in Indiana still so that we could talk more about what's going on because I could really use some advice about where I'm at right now. Lately, it all just makes me feel guilty, worthless, and terrible.
Also, I think you're amazing, and I love your taste in music. Really, I love your taste in most things in general. If I had to pick one person that gets my idea of what cool is, it would be you. You're awesome.
Personally, I chalk it up to the Jessica bond.
Yours,
Jessica