Day Nineteen: Someone That Pesters Your Mind

While the subject of today's blog is supposed to be a letter to the person that pesters my mind, I don't really think that there's a person like that in my life right now. Don't get me wrong, I think about people and our relationships, but I wouldn't describe the people that I think about regularly as pestering my mind.

I'm also egotistical enough to admit that the majority of my thinking lately revolves around myself. I'm at a strange crossroads that requires a lot of thinking. I've always been a little self-centered--no point in lying about that when it's usually pretty clear--so I'd venture to say that I'm not really pestered mentally by people all that often. Usually, there's trouble when I'm in the throes of an unrequited crush or when I'm angry about something that someone has done (i.e. "I can't believe she would do that to me!!").

Since I'm not in the midst of either of those struggles right now, it would only be fair to say that no one is pestering me. Alas! This makes for a rather poor blog post in the midst of my letters project to admit that I don't think that way. However, this project is supposed to be about changing it up a little and being honest with myself and with others. At the very least, this is honest, so we have that going for us. (By us, I mean me, of course...)